My Goddess received a package in the mail the other day and told me it was my Christmas present. Too excited to wait, she decided to give it to me last night. It was a new Humbler. I don’t know if you already know what this torturous device is like but I’ll do my best to explain it. It is almost like stocks, two pieces of wood screwed together that
have a slight hole in the middle when you put them together. Now what you do is kneel on all fours and your Goddess stretches your balls behind you, putting them through this little hole between the two planks of wood and then she shuts it, locking it so that you cannot move because your balls are stuck behind you and the wood is resting against your legs. I know it sounds complicated so here’s a picture of what it looks like.
So Goddess put me on all fours, locked the device around my balls and then proceeded to use me as a foot stool while she watched TV. At first it was ver uncomfortable for my balls, but after awhile the skin seemed to stretch and slowly it became more bearable. However, I found that maintain my position became really hard. the weight of the wood felt like it was increasing and if i didn’t keep my legs in position then the device would fall a bit and drag my poor little ball sack with it. I really had to stay perfectly still and maintain the perfect amount of pressure on the device with my legs to keep it in place. Not an easy thing to do when your Goddess is using her feet to toy with your nuts and little dick, as well as pushing one of her toes into my ass every so often. At some point she took out her newest flogger and hit me with it until my sides were full of welts. I think this was the hardest part above all, to keep still so as to not hurt my nether regions while being hit over and over again. I learned that I am not one to cry out in pain though. Instead I laugh. I guess it is like some sort of security valve in my brain to laugh when I am scared or experiencing physical pain. Of course Goddess did not appreciate this and her beating became much mroe severe as a result.
After what felt like an eternity but was in reality about an hour and a half, she got a little bored and took me out only to make me edge myself. I’ve been through tease and denial before. And let me just say that she can go on for hours on end, leaving me excruciatingly horny and blue balled. To edge oneself though is horrible! If I didn’t masturbate she would yell at me and she watched me with such a keen eye that I was terrified at what would happened if I messed up and let my load blow. I had no choice but to bring myself on the brink of orgasm again and again and again without letting myself cum. Once she was satisfied with the show that I put on for her, she simply told me to lock myself back into chastity. Do you know what it feels like to be allowed to touch your cock after three weeks of having it locked in a chastity device with barely any sensation and still not be allowed to experience any sort of release? I thought I would lose my mind. I still think I may lose my mind. But my Goddess was so proud of me, I can only hope she’ll take pity on me and my small cock and let me cum at some point within this month.
