Tease, Denial and a Ruined Orgasm

My goddess will sometimes let me have the privilege of being taken out of chastity only to have my limits pushed to the very cusp of insanity as she teases and denies me for hours. I cannot even describe the sensations of desperation, frustration and ultimately pleasure as she brings me to orgasm again and again without ever letting me fully get there. Her hands are magic or so I have come to think of them. It’s within her hands that she holds my entire universe. It’s within her hands that she holds my sexuality, identity and ability to feel any sort of erotic pleasure. For those of you who have never tried it, I thoroughly suggest letting your Goddess, or encouraging her to give you a well lubed up hand job but to never let you actually cum. The other day Goddess decided to have some fun as she read. She commanded me to get out the lube and I, oh so innocent, got all excited thinking that it was time for me to cum. She had other ideas though, crueler ideas, sadomasochistic ones that would leave me in a state of awe and emptiness.
For what seemed like hours she kept me on the cusp of orgasm. Every time I got too close she would simply pull her hand away and stop giving any sensation to my cock. She did this countless times, so many that I cannot hone
stly count them. It seemed to go on for hours, days…an eternity. Finally putting down the book she said “are you going to cum for me?”. I couldn’t have been happier as I enthusiastically nodded my head and whispered “Yes Goddess!”. “Good, so cum now” she ordered and I, always quick to obey hit orgasm almost instantaneously. But to my disdain, before the first drop of semen came sputtering out, she took her hand away. I was cumming without any sensation. It was an empty, sadly disappointing, and anti-climax after such a long time of being worked up for this…this horribly ruined orgasm. “What, you’re not going to thank me?!” she said in a bit of an angry voice but I could tell that she was trying to keep the sadistic laughter from coming out. “Thank you Goddess” I finally managed to whimper.

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