Recently some of you have asked me how I met my Goddess as well as if we would consider inviting some of you to join us in our femdom lifestyle. For the second question I have to say no and I am sorry, but the only males that are invited into our relationship are the Bulls that my Goddess chooses to sleep with or the girlfriends whom she wants to dominate me. But do not despair because there are other possibilities out there.

I met my Goddess after a long series of relationships each of which were not entirely unsatisfactory but in which I found myself pretending to be someone else. My past girlfriends all expected me to be a macho, testosterone filled male and failed to acknowledge that I wanted to be used and abused by them. I remember the first time I tried to suggest to an ex of mine that I wanted to cross dress and her reaction was to tell me that it was just a phase and that we would get over it together. There was no understanding there and no open-mindedness about trying to explore this desire of mine. For the remainder of that relationship I seriously thought there was something wrong with me because I was straight but desperately wanted to try dressing up in female clothing and have my girlfriend humiliate me. I later found out that many cross dressers are indeed straight. I can’t blame her for her lack of effort in trying to understand where I was coming from, it’s not her fault that she was not open to a world of kink, but it was my own fault for trying to make a relationship work even though it was forcing me to deny my true self.

I started to explore the internet and came upon a couple of sites describing the femdom lifestyle and the concept of female superiority. And from this research I learned that my desires are not that uncommon and that I was not a freak of some sort for wanting my girlfriends to sleep with other men while forcing me to watch. Eventually my internet escapades led me to Alt.com, where I found a whole community of people not just into female domination but into all sorts of different fetishes. It felt like I finally found a place where I could feel at home, surrounded by people who were going through or had gone through the same struggles as me. I got to chat with other loser males who told me about their real life relationships with their own goddesses and who also taught me that this was something I could find for myself in real life and that it was not a fantasy that had to be restricted to the internet. And that is indeed how I found my lovely, exquisite Goddess. Alt.com has an option where you can search for people in your city or neighborhood and I found out pretty quickly that there were a ton of people just like me in the same city as I live in. It was a big relief I think, to know that I was not alone and that I had just been unlucky in my past relationships. Using Alt.com to mind a potential new relationship meant that I already knew that my desires and fantasies were not going to destroy a relationship like they had in the past. It was such a great feeling to already have that out in the open right off the bat before even chatting with anyone.

So as you can all guess my Goddess and I first started talking on Alt.com and then we started video chatting and eventually decided to meet in real life. She only live about a 45 minute drive from where I was living. What can I say besides what you already know, meeting her is the best thing to have happened to me yet. I went from believing that I needed therapy because I would never be able to have a happy relationship to finding the woman of my dreams who not only participates in my fantasies but truly desires to live this way. So to those of you who have been asking me how to find a Goddess, I strongly suggest giving Alt.com a try. It costs barely anything and seriously you have nothing to lose!

Randy’s always had a soft spot in my heart, I feel as though we both go through many of the same things and can easily relate to the frustration he must get out of being in chastity almost 24/7.  My own Goddess, takes great pleasure in teasing me and letting me out of my chastity device simply so that she can feel my cock get rock hard and then place me back into chastity. Here though, Randy is very lucky. After having hi mouth used as a human foot stool Randy gets to work on worshiping his Goddess’s feet, licking every inch of them and sucking on each one of her perfect little toes. He does such a great job of worshiping Goddess Starla’s feet that she lets him out of chastity and plays with his cock. After torturing his super sensitive dicklet for awhile, Starla gives Randy a rigorous foot job bringing him to the edge and back again. Just when you think that she’s not going to let him cum, she switches her feet for her hands and starts to masturbate his rock hard cock until he cums. The best part is, or worse part if you think about poor Randy, that just as he cums, Goddess Starla slaps Randy across the face. She not only ruins his orgasm but sends his cum flying everywhere! Poor Randy, who thought for just a second that he might actually get a good satisfying orgasm, is left feeling empty and still horny and has to get back into his chastity device.

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Poor pathetic Johnny. Mistress Irony is not pleased with him and his pathetically small dick. Not to mention the fact that he wasn’t hard for her to begin with. Not that she would have been happier if he had been hard, since she would have punished him for that, but I think the fact that his little cock was flaccid just made her angrier. Annoyed and angry at her new loser of a slave, Mistress Irony decides to be harder than usual in her BDSM session. She stretches Johnny out, his hands tied to  bar in the ceiling, forcing him to almost stand on the tips of his toes. She puts a gag collar on him that makes him look like quite the submissive loser that he is. And now for the fun part. Using hemp rope, she takes one of his shoes from the corner of the room and ties the shoe to his balls and his cock. Not only is the weight of the now swinging shoe stretching his balls, it is also acting as a sort of cock ring, forcing hsi cock to come to full attention for his demanding Mistress.

Johnny’s troubles are far from over. And we can just imagine how bad things will  get when we consider that this is just the beginning of his training with Mistress Irony. Johnny, I’m sure, is in for quite a painful treat.

My Goddess received a package in the mail the other day and told me it was my Christmas present. Too excited to wait, she decided to give it to me last night. It was a new Humbler. I don’t know if you already know what this torturous device is like but I’ll do my best to explain it. It is almost like stocks, two pieces of wood screwed together that have a slight hole in the middle when you put them together. Now what you do is kneel on all fours and your Goddess stretches your balls behind you, putting them through this little hole between the two planks of wood and then she shuts it, locking it so that you cannot move because your balls are stuck behind you and the wood is resting against your legs. I know it sounds complicated so here’s a picture of what it looks like.

So Goddess put me on all fours, locked the device around my balls and then proceeded to use me as a foot stool while she watched TV. At first it was ver uncomfortable for my balls, but after awhile the skin seemed to stretch and slowly it became more bearable. However, I found that maintain my position became really hard. the weight of the wood felt like it was increasing and if i didn’t keep my legs in position then the device would fall a bit and drag my poor little ball sack with it. I really had to stay perfectly still and maintain the perfect amount of pressure on the device with my legs to keep it in place. Not an easy thing to do when your Goddess is using her feet to toy with your nuts and little dick, as well as pushing one of her toes into my ass every so often. At some point she took out her newest flogger and hit me with it until my sides were full of welts. I think this was the hardest part above all, to keep still so as to not hurt my nether regions while being hit over and over again. I learned that I am not one to cry out in pain though. Instead I laugh. I guess it is like some sort of security valve in my brain to laugh when I am scared or experiencing physical pain. Of course Goddess did not appreciate this and her beating became much mroe severe as a result.

After what felt like an eternity but was in reality about an hour and a half, she got a little bored and took me out only to make me edge myself. I’ve been through tease and denial before. And let me just say that she can go on for hours on end, leaving me excruciatingly horny and blue balled. To edge oneself though is horrible! If I didn’t masturbate she would yell at me and she watched me with such a keen eye that I was terrified at what would happened if I messed up and let my load blow. I had no choice but to bring myself on the brink of orgasm again and again and again without letting myself cum. Once she was satisfied with the show that I put on for her, she simply told me to lock myself back into chastity. Do you know what it feels like to be allowed to touch your cock after three weeks of having it locked in a chastity device with barely any sensation and still not be allowed to experience any sort of release? I thought I would lose my mind. I still think I may lose my mind. But my Goddess was so proud of me, I can only hope she’ll take pity on me and my small cock and let me cum at some point within this month.

Randy’s always obedient to his Goddess, Starla. Even if that means that he has to bend over, spread his ass cheeks, and take her large strapon dildo into his tight ass, which happens more often then you would think! In this little look into Randy’s and his Mistress’s lives, Goddess Starla forces sissification upon poor Randy dressing him up as a maid in white lace thigh high stockings and a cute little white tutu. Quite the little slutty sissy loser, Randy is then taken out of chastity only to have his throbbing cock teased until it is rock hard but receiving no release. Instead, Goddess Starla decides that she would like to be the one doing the fucking and being the stern femdom mistress that she is, bends Randy over so that she can take him from behind with her large pink strapon. Starla doesn’t even give Randy time to take off his skirt and panties, instead the skirt goes up, the panties go down just enough so that she can stick her rubbery dildo deep into his poor ass. Randy has no choice but to be the obedient bitch boy that he is as he moans while his ass is stretched by his Mistress.Goddess Starla is truly a femdom Goddess well worth being worshiped!

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Hope you guys enjoy these two captions that I made using some of my favorite pictures from FemdomBride.com!!

Randy has not been up to par in his sucking cock abilities in the past couple of months, so Goddess Starla, rather than just getting mad at him decided to have a little fun in trying to make his a better cock sucker. She told Randy that in a month he would have an exam at how well he could suck her strapon. Randy, who takes any kind of exam to heart, has been practicing his blow job skills everyday for the past month! Finally the day has come where Goddess Starla is going to give him his cock sucking exam and he feels confident, yet nervous as he sits there waiting for the exam to begin. Starla puts on her strapon and tells Randy to begin. He starts by licking and sucking and is soon giving the clear dildo an expertly done blow job with directions from Starla. Whether or not Randy succeeds in passing or he fails is up to you to find out!

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Poor Randy got left all alone, tied up to what seems to be the frame of a bed. His wife and Goddess, Starla, forgot all about him after their BDSM session earlier in the day. Finally Randy hears her footsteps coming his way and is relieved, thinking that she didn’t forget about him and was now going to let him out of bondage. Randy always lets his hopes become too high. Starla had indeed forgot about him, but stumbling upon him, already tied up and ready for her, she decides to continue their earlier BDSM play. With candle wax, clothespins and floggers, Randy is submitted to some cock and ball torture along with one hell of a tease and denial. Even when the phone rings, Randy can find no relief since his femdom Goddess is very good at multitasking  and manages to continue abusing him while carrying on a conversation! When Starla gets off the phone, in a hurry to go and get ready, she only pays mild attention to her cuckold slave, saying that he’ll be fine being bound for a couple more hours and then trots off leaving him, once again, all alone and unable to move.

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Goddess Starla is and probably will always be admired by me. I just love watching her tease, humiliate and punish her cuckolded husband, Randy. I also love it when my own Goddess watches an episode that particularly got me riled up and then gets us to replay the episode together. I absolutely love the idea of being cuckolded but my Goddess and I have yet to find a Bull that we like or another way to make it work as of yet. There are others things that we go to play out my cuckolding fantasy and this femdom movie of Starla and Randy is one of my favorite ways to be teased! Starla teases Randy’s rock hard cock by giving a realistic dildo a hand job in front of him. Finally she decides to switch over and jerk off his penis until he is about to cum. Knowing Goddess Starla, it’s pretty rare that Randy is allowed to cum and when he does it isn’t always a good orgasm.This femdom bride ruins her husband’s orgasm with a hard and accurate slap in what must be one of the best ways to ruin a poor slave’s orgasm!

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Goddess Starla from Femdom Bride rarely lets her cuckolded husband loser, Randy, have a nice orgasm. She will tease him for what seems like an eternity and just puts him back into chastity without letting him spill a drop of cum. Or she will bring him to orgasm only to stop giving  any stimulation to his cock so that he cums without any satisfaction, only a feeling of an empty orgasm. This time however, Mistress Starla has a different idea as she takes out rainbow clothespins and and a set of tongs. Besides the pain of the clothespins pinching his cock and balls, Randy is also brought to a humiliating climax by Starla using only the tongs to stimulate him.

You can tell just how pleased Starla is with herself, giggling as she awkwardly uses the tongs to squeeze Randy’s dick and rubs them up and down his shaft. Her eyes light up as Randy is unable to take any more of this teasing and the first spurt of cum flies out of his cock. Starla, immediatly stops moving the tongs so that poor Randy is not only humiliated by being able to cum from a pair of metal tongs, but also has his orgasm ruined by them.

I should apologize for my long absence, my Goddess and I went on vacation together to enjoy the last spurts of summer before it completely left for this year. I have to say that it was my first time going on vacation while in chastity. It was not the first time that I had gone away for awhile but it was the first time that I was on an actual vacation, visiting public beaches and so on, without any means of taking the chastity device off since Goddess had left the key at home.

I’ve never really had any problem with being in chastity. I mean in the beginning I was a bit shy to use the public washrooms since I have to pee sitting down. And so for awhile I would wait until the bathroom was empty before I could take a piss. Now I don’t really care though, let them think what they will! Going to the beach brought upon me a whole new set of insecurities as I had to wander from the beach to the water with the thought that every one must be staring at my bulbous package. It wouldn’t be so bad if it just looking like my package was huge, and I’m sure from far away that that is what it looks like. But from up close I was positive that people had x-ray vision and could tell that I had a cb-6000 locked onto my dick.

Goddess thought it was funny that I was so shy to go down into the water with her because of the walk past all those people that we had to do to reach the ocean waves. Eventually I started not to care. I realized that this was our vacation and I shouldn’t let myself care what these other people might think and on top of everything, these were people that I was probably never going to meet again.

Goddess had fun as well and on a couple of nights she went out to the bars while I had to stay at the hotel and watch TV. She would bring guys back with her a coupe of times and if they were not comfortable with me watching then she would force me to go wait outside the door, which was very embarrassing and humiliating, especially since she was so loud that I could hear her moans of pleasure from the hallway.

Either way it was indeed a really good vacation but it’s over and so I’ll be posted regularly once again!

My goddess will sometimes let me have the privilege of being taken out of chastity only to have my limits pushed to the very cusp of insanity as she teases and denies me for hours. I cannot even describe the sensations of desperation, frustration and ultimately pleasure as she brings me to orgasm again and again without ever letting me fully get there. Her hands are magic or so I have come to think of them. It’s within her hands that she holds my entire universe. It’s within her hands that she holds my sexuality, identity and ability to feel any sort of erotic pleasure. For those of you who have never tried it, I thoroughly suggest letting your Goddess, or encouraging her to give you a well lubed up hand job but to never let you actually cum. The other day Goddess decided to have some fun as she read. She commanded me to get out the lube and I, oh so innocent, got all excited thinking that it was time for me to cum. She had other ideas though, crueler ideas, sadomasochistic ones that  would leave me in a state of awe and emptiness.

For what seemed like hours she kept me on the cusp of orgasm. Every time I got too close she would simply pull her hand away and stop giving any sensation to my cock. She did this countless times, so many that I cannot honestly count them. It seemed to go on for hours, days…an eternity. Finally putting down the book she said “are you going to cum for me?”. I couldn’t have been happier as I enthusiastically nodded my head and whispered “Yes Goddess!”. “Good, so cum now” she ordered and I, always quick to obey hit orgasm almost instantaneously. But to my disdain, before the first drop of semen came sputtering out, she took her hand away. I was cumming without any sensation. It was an empty, sadly disappointing, and anti-climax after such a long time of being worked up for this…this horribly ruined orgasm. “What, you’re not going to thank me?!” she said in a bit of an angry voice but I could tell that she was trying to keep the sadistic laughter from coming out. “Thank you Goddess” I finally managed to whimper.